紅專場
- 2010-07-29
- 維先生
- 4 Comments
Be together with Mr. Wei....
Well, I guess this is it.
Not a msg for the last a few days.
I think I may already faded out his memory.
This is doom to happen.
Well, he may just not into me. I guess so.
“I’m not ready for this.” is nothing but a suck excuse.
It is said when god closes a door, somewhere he opens a window.
I guess this just happened on me.
so, it turns out not a totally bad thing.
Sometimes, you just need to scarifies one to another.
I’m not mad or upset at all.
I did not even have a chance to show what I am capable of.
So why should I regret?
On the contrary, I am glad he made his choice.
Well, I guess it’s time to make choice for both of us anyway.
No matter how long this is gonne be, the result would be the same one.
So why do we bother to care the progress.
I’m the man who about to be 30s.
I may not have enough time and energy to looking around for someone.
I just need a stable, ordinary, sustainable relationship.
Is that so hard to get? Why someone made it but I couldn’t?
I’m the fire, and you are the vase fulfilled with C’estbon!
So let’s move on. I’m sure you already did.
Lucky me I have Luke. He does not even talk, though no doubt he is a good company.
He bites, but no hurts, not like relationship.
Even the closest people may hurt you some time.
Besides, I have a lot of friends. Family doesn’t count.
It’s a unspeakable secret to them.
If I tell, I would hurt them.
Why I am so emotional tonight? Fuck!
Anyway, tomorrow is another day.
The best is yet to come.
For both of us.
This not broke-up, so I’m still adoring you.
Be happy as always.
到这个周六就快相识一个星期了
而今天是我们第三次见面
我没有很刻意去记住这件事 但我还是记住了
当我得到一样东西的时候 我总是不能充分的去享受
总是担心随时会失去 继而自己也不会因为得到而快乐
这样不好 我自己清楚 可这种情愫是何时就开始有的 我不记得了
就像你今天说的 如果快乐过后还是不快乐 那为什么要快乐呢
这句话让我无言以对
我也曾有过类似的想法 但最后 我还是选择了让自己快乐
而现在 我希望我爱的人和爱我的人都快乐
哪怕我自己不快乐 但如果身边的人快乐 我依然是快乐
儿时的我 会努力考出好成绩让父母快乐
工作的我 会努力工作让boss快乐
现在的我 想努力做点什么让你快乐
可是 你告诉你没有不开心
很好 但为什么你这么gloomy
我想你快乐 多么傻的一句话
可我想不出第二句能表达我此刻心情的话语了
也许 你真的是快乐的
这样 就再好不过了
如果有些事情是心照不宣的
我宁可你是那个捅破窗户纸的人
一个刚下过雨的午后 闷热 潮湿
我们来到动物园 散步
正经事 你懂的
这是一个奇妙的旅行
以至于 我现在回想起来
都希望时光能倒流 再经历一次
当然 我更加希望的是 能和你去更多的地方
你说 我的内心像个小孩子
这样是不是距离你的”大叔”目标还差很远
我很担心 但不想放弃
你说你习惯了一个人 现在在适应
我说我会给你时间 慢慢来 也给我自己时间
你说”I hope I won’t let you down…”
我说”You always make me high …”
如果最终我们能走到一起
那这短暂的等待又算得了什么
你是七月的尾巴 八月的前奏
很好 因为我是狮子控
Come closer to me, and I won’t let you down.