紅專場

6月的紅專場之行的照片直到昨天才拜托趴同學幫忙scan完,雖然不多,但這家伙最近忙著拍拖,居然就忘了這茬了.真素重色輕友D人啊~

話說回來,這一集的片,由於我卷片的技術原因,原本36張的結果出來只有10多張,去掉一些不知道照出來是什麼的之外,所剩無幾.

不過,濃縮的都是精華.

這些片的色調都還蠻讓人歡喜的,所有照片都沒有PS過.希望下次可以影更多嘅靚相!

THE BEST IS YET TO COME

Well, I guess this is it.
Not a msg for the last a few days.
I think I may already faded out his memory.
This is doom to happen.
Well, he may just not into me. I guess so.
“I’m not ready for this.” is nothing but a suck excuse.

It is said when god closes a door, somewhere he opens a window.
I guess this just happened on me.
so, it turns out not a totally bad thing.
Sometimes, you just need to scarifies one to another.

I’m not mad or upset at all.
I did not even have a chance to show what I am capable of.
So why should I regret?
On the contrary, I am glad he made his choice.
Well, I guess it’s time to make choice for both of us anyway.
No matter how long this is gonne be, the result would be the same one.
So why do we bother to care the progress.

I’m the man who about to be 30s.
I may not have enough time and energy to looking around for someone.
I just need a stable, ordinary, sustainable relationship.
Is that so hard to get? Why someone made it but I couldn’t?

I’m the fire, and you are the vase fulfilled with C’estbon!
So let’s move on. I’m sure you already did.

Lucky me I have Luke. He does not even talk, though no doubt he is a good company.
He bites, but no hurts, not like relationship.
Even the closest people may hurt you some time.

Besides, I have a lot of friends. Family doesn’t count.
It’s a unspeakable secret to them.
If I tell, I would hurt them.

Why I am so emotional tonight? Fuck!
Anyway, tomorrow is another day.

The best is yet to come.
For both of us.

This not broke-up, so I’m still adoring you.
Be happy as always.

Luke成长日记0528

Negative

到这个周六就快相识一个星期了

而今天是我们第三次见面

我没有很刻意去记住这件事 但我还是记住了

当我得到一样东西的时候 我总是不能充分的去享受

总是担心随时会失去 继而自己也不会因为得到而快乐

这样不好 我自己清楚 可这种情愫是何时就开始有的 我不记得了

就像你今天说的 如果快乐过后还是不快乐 那为什么要快乐呢

这句话让我无言以对

我也曾有过类似的想法 但最后 我还是选择了让自己快乐

而现在 我希望我爱的人和爱我的人都快乐

哪怕我自己不快乐 但如果身边的人快乐 我依然是快乐

儿时的我 会努力考出好成绩让父母快乐

工作的我 会努力工作让boss快乐

现在的我 想努力做点什么让你快乐

可是 你告诉你没有不开心

很好 但为什么你这么gloomy

我想你快乐 多么傻的一句话

可我想不出第二句能表达我此刻心情的话语了

也许 你真的是快乐的

这样 就再好不过了

如果有些事情是心照不宣的

我宁可你是那个捅破窗户纸的人

在动物园散步才是正经事

一个刚下过雨的午后 闷热 潮湿

我们来到动物园 散步

正经事 你懂的

这是一个奇妙的旅行

以至于 我现在回想起来

都希望时光能倒流 再经历一次

当然 我更加希望的是 能和你去更多的地方

你说 我的内心像个小孩子

这样是不是距离你的”大叔”目标还差很远

我很担心 但不想放弃

你说你习惯了一个人 现在在适应

我说我会给你时间 慢慢来 也给我自己时间

你说”I hope I won’t let you down…”

我说”You always make me high …”

如果最终我们能走到一起

那这短暂的等待又算得了什么

你是七月的尾巴 八月的前奏

很好 因为我是狮子控

Come closer to me, and I won’t let you down.